... kuatkah hati ini ...

Sekuat manakah hati ini menerima dugaan? Kuatkah menerima batu yang menimpa nimpa? Air mata peneman setia. Hati kian celaru. Otak membuntu. Bersyukur semakin tak ikhlas. Kenapa? Sebab hati tidak dapat menerima hakikat. Usaha tidak henti tapi tidak membuahkan hasil. Kenapa? Adakah kerana rezeki itu tidak halal? Entahlah. Mungkin. Mungkin. Semua ini ada hikmah. Siapa yang tidak mahukan yang terbaikkan. Semua orang mahu. Begitu juga aku. Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

... rezeki ...

Allah swt menepati janji. Dia berjanji bagi hadiah setiap umat nya. Iya. Betul. Dia beri kekayaan tapi tidak kurniakan anak. Dia beri anak tapi bukan kekayaan. Allah maha adil bukan? Mungkin ada yang bernasib baik miliki anak dan kekayaan. Tapi kebahagiaan? Allah memang adil. Kita saja tak tahu. Mungkin ini bukan rezeki aku kali ini. Aki mengerti. Aku faham. Sebaik baik perancang adalah maha pencipta iaitu Allah swt. Jangan bersedih wahai hati. Kerna Allah masih menyanyangi mu. Dia tidak beri amanah dia pada mu kerna Dia mahu engkau mencari rezeki didunia dan akhirat. InshaAllah akan ada rezeki mu nanti. Sabarlah hati. Sabar lah. ...Nana... Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

... terasa ker? ...

I wonder if i suddenly get jealous? But why? Not because still love him. But our memory. Hope he keeps it. Also me. Im too scare that my mouth cannot shut. How is my marriage? What about me? Sejak ini lah kena menjaga keaiban orang lain. Supaya Allah menjaga keaiban kita kan. I need to meet my fiancee. I need him to fall in love with him again. I wanna call him. But im scare that he might be driving. I think so. Listening his voice can stop my heart for thinking about other person. I mean old memory. No more overload thinking. One of the reason i choose him becoz i always think about him if i go out with others. He choose me with no reason. Sent from Yahoo! Mail on Android

... terasa ker? ...

I wonder if i suddenly get jealous? But why? Not because still love him. But our memory. Hope he keeps it. Also me. Im too scare that my mouth cannot shut. How is my marriage? What about me? Sejak ini lah kena menjaga keaiban orang lain. Supaya Allah menjaga keaiban kita kan. I need to meet my fiancee. I need him to fall in love with him again. I wanna call him. But im scare that he might be driving. I think so. Listening his voice can stop my heart for thinking about other person. I mean old memory. No more overload thinking. One of the reason i choose him becoz i always think about him if i go out with others. He choose me with no reason. Sent from Yahoo! Mail on Android